Sometimes one might be so embroiled in psychoemotional agony that they have a masochistic interest in sharing the devastation with others so they might the extreme and absolute consequential effects of how ill-knowing people affect the lives of others. And it is done while in the ultimate interest of knowing that saving others from one’s own source of pain is the original way to salvation in growth.
Especially when you keep trying actualize how something is made rather than the portrayed meaning of worldliness conjured through experiencing the creation.
ONW∆RD 