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ORIGINS

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我 started with a Google document when I kept wanting to discuss anything with whom I was comfortable with. My conversing partner told me to name a newspaper. As if to make a guess, I said, “Gazette”. My then partner then told me to state how often I would write in the document. Hesitantly, I suggested, “Weekly”. Unsure of the personal finality in the deliberation of my decision, I quickly said, “Sometimes Weekly”. Then the name was [My] Sometimes Weekly Gazette. Months later, I experimented with lifting off from just a Google document – I opened a website of the same name on Google’s “Blogger”. That website quickly died; I was already getting cravings for excitement. Time passed. I don’t think it was a year yet. I reconnected with a close, longtime friend from over the years. It had been an undetermined while since I had seen anyone using the website platform WordPress. My friend happened to be using that platform too. Finally persuaded, I put up my first WordPress website. Same name: “The Weekly Gazette”. I don’t move my jaw at all, if not slightly. That causes me mumble often. So I added “ZISIZ” instead of “this is” as an introductory title prefix. “More to come.” I kept changing up my site layout theme until I was able to settle on Twenty Seventeen. I stopped there, and continued my irregularly paused journey of writing articles and posting them away. Later in a few months, I brought up a paradox in my classmates’ casual conversation when we were in the middle of an activity in our 2nd period English class of senior year, high school. Not verbatim from memory, I recall when I said, “We perceive meaning in society, yet there’s no meaning in the universe. That’s a paradox.” The term “paradox thinking” took over our first chat on Instagram and the website that we worked on together. Capoverso, courtesy of WordPress. It has become what it remains as today. That’s not enough for me. I made more. Illegitimate website after illegitimate website later, I settled upon this website, where I supposed that everything would finally go under my bidding. It has evolved from its basic, idealess, and simplistic past, and now has a flexible use. As a digital extension of me, it shows me to whom I may pique the interest of.

ROGUE > EXE_ – DEFIANCE GONE ROGUE